Writing Skills exam... Hannina's mother...

24th April 2010..


i really was not in da mood for anything..
i was really in bad mood and i don't even noe why..
i don't even have appetite to eat..
plus, i got exam paper later in that afternoon..


i went to the exam hall feeling uneasy..
i answered the questions base on what i noe only..
i juz did what i have to do..
that's all i can say..
and it had been quite a long time since i use my head 2 hours straight..
so in conclusion, i was having a really bad headache at that time..
man, it was soooooooo frustrating~


i finished answering like 15minutes earlier, so what i do was to put my head on the table, and close my eyes for a while...
the paper was quite challenging though~


later after exam, nina received a phone call from her sister..


to our surprise, her mom passed away at 4pm that day when we were having exam...
our exam ended at 4.30pm...

she cried her heart out~


Innalillah~


her mom had stroke..


so, the HEP called and handled her transportation to go back home in Kuantan..
it took like 5hours to go there from tg.malim..
me, elly, and effa went along with nina to her place...


we reached her home by 10.30pm..
we prayed first then read yassin...


i really don't know what to write right now..
i'm just totally..... i can't describe what i feel...
nina lost too many people in her life...
she has three elder brother.. and she has a twin...
1st she lost her sis-in-law..
then 3 of her uncles..
and now, her mother..
she was about to loose her mind when the 1st time she got the news..


she was hugging me tightly and was crying..
she was telling me how she felt and how she was not ready for all this..
how she can't face all these...
it was just too much for her..


what can i do???
i hugged her back..
talk to her..
calm her down..
give her advice...


she really needs to be strong..
i just can't stop my tears..
i cried with her..
i just can't stop hugging and holding her hands..
cuz she was holding mine tightly..
it really seems that she really needs her friends at that time..


we went back in tg.malim that very night because we have exam on monday..
but nina can postpone her till next week..
we reached tg.malim at 7.30am...


i really did thought about what i want to write in my blog yesterday..
but today, when i sit infront of my laptop, i just can't write it out..
too many things going on in my mind right now..

Hannina...
i'm sorry i can't be by your side right now but i'm sure you're family members are really doing at their best to calm you down..
you need to be strong nina..
"Allah tidak akan bagi dugaan kepada hamba-Nya jika mereka tidak mampu hadapinya"
i know you're facing a really hard time right now and i couldn't do anything else other than just to say, pray for your mom..
pray for your family members..
Allah knows the best Nina...
all of us here, your friends will always be by your side whenever you need us..
we will try our best to help you out..
Nina..
i'm sorry i couldn't do nothing more...
just remember, other than your family, you still have us, your friends...


Be strong hannina~