..GoodBye 2009..

so many things happened in a year..

tup..tup.. da 2010..

cepat btol mase berlalu.. lau idop da bz sgt ngan mcm2 hal na kena wat lam idop, mmg x pasan lgsg mse berlalu uh..

to me.. 2009 nih mcm2 pengalaman ade..

ade manis..ade pahit..

mse dpt twrn msuk UPSI mmg x puas hati.. cuz i wanted to go to UPM.. well, sape sruh wat 1st choice UPSI kan.. uhuk..

well..actually, wat i want to write here & now is my experience through out 2009..

being me is quite challenging..for i sumtimes not myself at certain time..

sometimes i juz dunno wat i want in lyfe..

april 2009 i finished college..

sad sbb berjauhan ngan rakan2 & my boyfriend at that time.. hehehe..

then the incident i met my boyfriend at queensBay (penang).. had a wonderful evening even though had to wait for him like 5 hours..

17th august 2009 he broke up with me.. after 1 year being together.. urghh!!!

reason.. study.. yeah wat ever.. i dunno.. rase mcm da x kenal sape dia lg dah.. ntah..

august is not a good month 4 me...

then after a couple of days my parents found out about him..

telling me if i'm serious with him i should take him home and meet them..

how??!!!.. he juz broke up with me.. it's not that i'm not serious with him.. i was.. he's da one dat wanted to brake up.. so i kept quite & remain single till now..

another bad news was about my best fren's dad..

he died in year 2009 & i was not there 4.. i felt like a jerk..

lyfe in UPSI.. not so bad.. i enjoyed it..

it's gud 4 me being here.. in a way..

fabulous frens here.. they're nice & are good to me..

we even did go to mid valley together..then got a bit late to the train station at rawang and got stranded there.. gotta pay almost rm100 da 8 of us juz to go back to KHAR... got there like 12.30pm.. luckily Pak Tam was willing to drive us home.. THANX PAK TAM!!!

i enjoyed my olahraga class in semester 1.. kak yen is da best!!!.. although she did gave us tones of asgmnts.. hehehe...

i made a group here named PUDING (effa, josephine, elly, nina, me, mia and zaf)..

we're close frens.. i got great room8 and housem8.. frendly coursem8..

for S.K.O we managed to make a reUnion at mid valley too..me, san, atyn And rean..

we had fun.. watching movie (2012), eat McD, and buy some inner cloths.. but san refuses to buy them.. ehehee...

during semester break i was so busy..

so many things to do.. but i had a blast!!!

especially at kenduri abg azril.. BEST!!!

one thing dat distract me the most is dat i easily get sick during this last week of 2009..

i dun even noe why..

starting from my throat bengkak.. then bad sore throat, demam, itchy feet & hands..urghh!!!

hope next year everything gets better..

forgetting sumone dat was special to u in ur lyfe is quite difficult, dat's why i like to make myself busy sumtimes..

forgetting the past and to move on to start a new lyfe is challenging sumtimes, cuz being human is not easy to forget..

forgiving sumone for wat they did wrong in their lyfe is quite easy for me but to forget.. beats me when will i'm able to do dat..

loving someone but not to be loved back is hurting sumtimes..

but who am i to sit there and keep weeping for u to come back to me..

i was not a good gurl b4 and keep on falling down but manage to stand up again..

why???

cuz my daddy & ummie always there 4 me..

and i'm very glad to have them in my lyfe..

i dunno where i will be if it is not for them to guide me in my lyfe..

 hope 2010 will bring good changes in me...

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